im so tired og being alone in this world... or rather feeling like im alone.... it seems that no matter where i am that im alone. in a crowd or at a party it doesnt matter no one knows me, not truely anyways it seems that i put up this person that everyone loves or cares about but no one knows... it like a mask i put one for everyone, it changes depending on the people im around... so who am i.... am i this mask or am i something that i dont even know. but why do i put this mask up when i dont want to be alone.... if i do want someone how can i show my true self if i dont know who i truely am... but this could just be the drunken rambling of a gay man obviously upset at being alone and hoping someone might take notice to this.....